Yea, I know, nothing goes as I expected. I think that will never happen. But, isn't that life itself. Sometimes appears under control, but somewhere else, storm is getting itself some water. And something to deal with, appears on the surface of our today, tomorrow.

Let's take it simple. Life is only about you, nothing else. What can happen that way, will it make any difference?

All my life was in a tight question, yet not answered. Am I alone or not? If I am not, then where are the others? Am I the only one, can't see them.

So my path is different then several people around me. For some reason, that can't be accepted. I got to stand on a path that has been designed, edited and suited to me. At least that's what they says. "Only path to happiness." "Get yourself some plausible ideas, dreamer."

No I am not going to do that. I don't think it's an option to be happy on a life, that is not mine. It won't lead my death. If I fail, then I may try another "Life" of "Mine".

Anyway, I shall go on and get my pack together to the brave new world. I suggest you all to forget something, that is being injected to our innocent minds at the first days of our lifes. "No one gets what they deserves."

Nah, indeed everyone gets what they deserves. Only thing is they think they deserve more. And such idea, is no different then, "We will die someday, why would we live?"

Goodbye for now, Have a peacefull night with your loved ones.